Two Steps Back

For my modern fountain pen.. I bought them with the new pen but I don’t know/remember where I put them.. I finished one cartrige. — read more

Oh, I got 14/15.. I need energy now to deal with module/week 6 assignments. Between 9-11 november I somehow agreed to go to Austria again.. Now I am playing with some cost elements master data reports with my 3rd coffee. And I tested my chair from my next office, it looks I will move there… — read more

we changed the thread. instead of the track. because of the powers of 3. yeah. yeah. it always is… the correlation. that’s the biggest problem. but somehow we can’t be idiots enough in the same time to tie the knot. oh. it looks so much better now. we are fighting over the blanket in a… — read more

was not new. and it was even much closer.. and yet. so far. — read more

And so much more beautiful. But right now, I’m suffering the constraints of the 4th. Can I sleep with my daughter in her room? 😁 Sleepover, I will move my mattress next to her bed. While the smell of snitzels goes away. Did I mention I wrote all these without my glasses? But it’s working.… — read more

The shock wave. Plus. Remember. I still need to comb and dry my hair and my kitchen/dormitory still smells like snitzels. That wave. The emotional regulation. Wave. System reboot. — read more

To explain all (my) transitions. All my UPs. But I can say this. Everything is temporary. Especially what appears to be “disorganized thinking”. Don’t lock temporary, as definite. Wait for the wave to pass. — read more

(I managed to dry.. half through) So. The thing with the elevators up, they are not marked, signalized, like in the metro. You have to find your own. Your own way UP. But then.. You still need to find a way down and to go back to the 4th, to meet the other people.. Wait.… — read more

Found another way to describe them. 4th dimension is the metro circuit in a city. All tunels. Any city. And 5th dimension is the world outside. How do you access it? Either by elevators up, either by stairs or escalators. And why do we still need 4th dimension? It’s because it’s closer. We are closer.… — read more

So. I wish there would be a coach or a guide.. to.. humor me, please, to help people transition to the 5th dimension. We start from the assumption that.. this is the point. I want to move forward. And you know what is actually the absolutely most amazing thing? Why there is no forward anymore,… — read more